Cautious: 23 July 2001
JT came down this weekend. We talked about how our attitudes and theology has changed over the last few years. I know I've seen a radical difference in myself. I'm not even sure how I managed to believe much of what I did two years ago. I took a lot for granted. That is, I believed that my corps officers said it, therefore it must be true. I'm afraid now, because part of me cautions that they may have been right, and where does that leave me now? I know my desire for God has certainly changed. I don't give a crap right now. Because of that, I'm really unsure how Bible college will go. Maybe I shouldn't go... What if I hate it? I could leave after one semester. If I don't go, I'll regret it.
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