Free Not To Fit: 19 November 2003
My mom is so awesome. She's going to be fine. I'm going home the weekend of the 13th to talk to the parents about leaving the faith. I think they'll be quite easy-going. I'm really not too worried. They know me pretty well and they trust me. Should I say I'm a deist or an agnostic? Perhaps agnostic.
I feel so free now. Free to be myself. Free to not fit. Free to think my own thoughts, regardless, without censoring. It's a good feeling.
R refuses to admit that any of this is going on. She "doesn't see" what I have to talk to my parents about. She doesn't expect me to skip church. It's so odd. She was there when I told JP and SM everything. Mind you, she said nothing. Maybe I should talk to JP about it, it worries me.
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